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The World's End
04:10
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I brought them back
These memories sitting in my mind
And I thought that this could be the same
Things change and I won't believe it
I want everything to be how it was
I can't let this one go
I left that mark
I punched the wall
I am the one they know from long ago
But I came back and nothing is the same
And maybe at the world’s end none of this will matter anymore
I think I lost myself
I don't think I can put this one past me
I need closure, I need the idea
That I can still matter from what I've done
And I am worth saving
I left that mark
I punched the wall
I am the one they know from long ago
But I came back and nothing is the same
And maybe at the world’s end none of this will matter anymore
I've rejected my life
I put all of these notions behind me
I hid my fear, I hid my pain
I need to know that this armor can be torn off of me
I deserve to be happy, I deserve to be loved
I know this all can get better
I can get better
I left that mark
I punched the wall
I am the one they know from long ago
But I came back and nothing is the same
Maybe at the world’s end none of this will matter anymore
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Paper Towns
04:45
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I’m breaking to pieces
And you won’t answer any of my words
‘Cause I’m the only living thing left in my room to keep warm
But you are not an idea
You are a person
And maybe I’m in love with the idea of you and me being in the same room
But you are a life, full of abundant laughter and living words
And I can’t put past these thoughts of mine
I was brought together then I left
But I found myself again
And then I lost my way in the wilderness
Without the fires of friends’ eyes to light my way
And I hope I can find it soon
But that’s just my idea
And maybe I’m in love with the idea of you and me being in the same room
But you are a life, full of abundant laughter and living words
And I can’t put past these thoughts of mine
I’ve been stretching out my strings
They’re about to break
All these towns are made of paper and look so fake
I lost my life living in these towns
But maybe that’s what I’m supposed to do
To lose my life to gain it back
To find my way back in the blackness
Lose my life to gain it back
To find my way back in the blackness
And maybe I’m in love with the idea of you and me being in the same room
But I am a life, full of abundant laughter and living words
And even though leaving is easy
I will find my way
I will find my way back
Even though leaving is easy
I will find my way
I will find my way back
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3. |
Help Is Here
04:27
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I can’t help but see your face
With tears streaming down your eyes
And I had no words to say to you
So I left your car and walked away
I’m sorry that you’re hurting today
And that I caused half of your pain
Or maybe I didn’t but I’m so selfish
I just care about your well being
So what am I supposed to say?
We all get hurt and down sometimes
And I know today hurts like all hell
But trust me when I say we both know how
Things will change, we can change
Help is here
I know how it seems like I have everything together
But I really don’t, I’m making it all up
I’m not sure if anyone knows what they’re doing
You’re not alone in these places
We all feel too much sometimes
If you need to stop and rest, it’s okay to stop and rest
I won’t fake it if you do the same with me
You’re not alone in these places
There’s still a place for you here
We all get hurt and down sometimes
And I know today hurts like all hell
But trust me when I say we both know how
Things will change, we can change
Help is here
This pain, this hurt, I may not know it exactly
But I walk with you through the joy and pain
We all need each other
I am here for you
We all get hurt and down sometimes
We all get hurt and down sometimes
We all get hurt and down sometimes
And I know today hurts like all hell
But trust me when I say we both know how
Things will change, we can change
Help is here
Hope is here
Trust me when I say
Things will change, we can change
Help is here
Hope is here
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4. |
We're Here
03:29
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And we’re here ‘cause we’re here ‘cause we’re here
Because we are here because we are here
And we’re here because we’re here because we are here
Because we are here
And I’m trying to understand that
I’m trying to find what hope means to me
When everything seems to fall apart
There’s got to be something holding us together
And we’re here ‘cause we’re here ‘cause we’re here
Because we are here because we are here
And we’re here because we’re here because we are here
Because we are here
Sometimes it doesn’t feel like that
Sometimes I feel a million miles away
Stuck in my own despair
Wondering if there’s a point to me
There’s a point to me
And we’re here ‘cause we’re here ‘cause we’re here
Because we are here because we are here
And we’re here because we’re here because we are here
Because we are here
I know it seems like darkness has control
And like there is no hope left
Know you can change who you are
And grow to defeat the darkness
Know you’re never stuck in the same position
You always have a change to move
So don’t give up hope yet
Never give up hope
And we’re here ‘cause we’re here ‘cause we’re here
Because we are here because we are here
And we’re here because we’re here because we are here
Because we are here
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5. |
Sanity Safe
05:47
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As I lay on the floor, staring at the ceiling
A part of me is missing
What once stood so bright and strong against the wall
That held the words of a part of my life
Has flown away and is now gone
My heart races as I stare at the ceiling
Wondering if things can all go back
But a part of me is missing and is now gone
Is my sanity safe?
Am I still safe inside behind these locked doors?
Maybe I should replace what’s missing
With something better, something bigger
I feel the need to replace the space that is now gone
But maybe that’s where I start to learn
Where I start to heal the wounds of my indifference
That I can just replace the space that is now gone
Is my sanity safe?
Am I still safe inside behind these locked doors?
I don’t know if going to be okay
I don’t know if I’m going to make it out alive
I don’t know what this going to do to me
A part of me is missing
A part of me is gone
I’ve learned that you can’t just replace the broken part
Sometimes you have to wrestle with the emptiness
To really grasp what’s there in the first place
It’s not the space that’s empty that matters
But that the space is there
And I can heal
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6. |
Air You Need
03:20
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We talked for hours
And that’s what put you in my head
And I saw you with a look on your face
I watched your father die
And tears streamed down my eyes
And you were just in shock
Can we go back to the start when nothing was falling apart?
We walked down the road together
Your hands were shaking so much
I said I’ll be there if you need me
I want to give you the space and air you need
The space and air you need
I had to tell all of your housemates and book a flight to Texas
And watch the sun go down on your bright eyes
The air is warm in April here
But spring hasn’t completely come yet
Can we make a new start when everything is falling apart?
We walked down the road together
Your hands were shaking so much
I said I’ll be there if you need me
I want to give you the space and air you need
The space and air you need
We bookmark these days when big events happen in our lives
How come we focus on the bad ones?
Maybe pain is the catalyst to our growth
We walked down the road together
Your hands were shaking so much
I said I’ll be there if you need me
I want to give you the space and air you need
The space and air you need
Pain is the catalyst to our growth
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I’m just trying to get through the day
Even though today has felt like a week
These weights are crushing my feet having to carry them all
I wish I didn’t wait to do what I felt good about about a week ago
If I can make it through this week
I’m so tired
You always told me to lay it down at your feet
I’m trying so hard but I can’t seem to let go
So I’m forcing myself to pick up the courage to carry on
But this week is starting to feel like the end
I just feel so drained
I don’t feel like myself
I feel emptied of everything that truly feels like me
I wonder if you notice and see how much this is weighing on me
I know that this weighs on you too
If I can make it through this week
I’m so tired
You always told me to lay it down at your feet
I’m trying so hard but I can’t seem to let go
So I’m forcing myself to pick up the courage to carry on
But this week is starting to feel like the end
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8. |
Pay My Rent On Time
04:02
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I’m feeling like a cheat
Eating dinner from some Tupperware from a dinner I made last night
Like I didn’t make it at all
Like I’m incapable of feeding myself
And my laptop don’t work
I busted it up over the weekend
And no one can seem to help
I’ve got to do this myself
While trying to get a loan for something I can’t afford
And it doesn’t matter what I feel
I just gotta keep going on, I just gotta keep going on and
I’ve got to fulfill my duty as a functioning member of society
Pay my bills, pay my rent on time
I can’t help but feel like I have little time
Even though I am trying to kill the time
Until I go off and do what my schedule mind tells me to do
And I have no energy to do what I like
Even writing this down is a struggle to me
‘Cause what’s the point if I can’t finish what no one’s gonna hear or even like?
What if I don’t like it myself?
What if I can’t find the right chords?
Am I just wasting time? Am I just wasting time?
And it doesn’t matter what I feel
I just gotta keep going on, I just gotta keep going on and
I’ve got to fulfill my duty as a functioning member of society
Pay my bills, pay my rent on time
And it doesn’t matter what I feel
I just gotta keep going on
I just gotta keep going on
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9. |
Not On My Watch
04:34
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Don’t let these events get a hold of you
Don’t let them corrupt your mind
Don’t let the anger dwell inside of you
I know you’re much stronger than that
But you’ve been broken down
You’ve fought for so long and want to give up
But violence should not beget violence
So take all of your pain and forge it together
Let it burn deep down inside
And turn it into action
That is more beautiful than what you’ve seen
No one should have to feel this pain
Not on my watch
You look deep down inside of you
To see where you’ve gone wrong
“What did I do to deserve all of this bad luck?”
The rains fall on all peoples
And you have a chance
You have a chance to change the world with what you’ve experienced
Take all of your pain and forge it together
Let it burn deep down inside
And turn it into action
That is more beautiful than what you’ve seen
No one should have to feel this pain
Not on my watch
You have a chance to change the world
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Rend
03:35
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I don’t what I did to make you say that
I thought what was right was so very clear
But I feel betrayed by all of your actions
And I don’t know how to reconcile this
I’m staring at the ceiling, thinking, not sleeping
Take all the pride out of our hearts
Give us new eyes
And show us the way to change our minds
Rend our hearts
And don’t tell me that was the right thing to do
And don’t tell me that you sleep alright at night
With a great crown comes great responsibility
“But I’ve failed too many times before”
Don’t let that stop you from getting yourself back up
Take all the pride out of our hearts
Give us new eyes
And show us the way to change our minds
Rend our hearts
I’m staring at the ceiling, thinking
That I have failed too many times before
“And don’t let that stop you from trying again”
Take all the pride out of our hearts
Give us new eyes
And show us the way to change our minds
Rend our hearts
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Here For A Reason
04:17
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I am looking through the glass and into the past
Things that I have done
Places I have been
People I have met
I am looking through a lens of how I see the past
Where the good times were so good and the bad didn’t exist
I’m trying to understand what that means to me now
Why am I reliving the past
And wishing I could go back
I was able to avoid all my pain back then
And I’ve grown and I’ve changed
And so have my plans
Can I recognize myself anymore?
And I’m here for a reason
I’m trying to understand that reason
I’m searching for the way to help me understand
What the past has told me
What he past has taught me
I’m searching for the truth at the center of my soul
Where the thoughts that don’t leave me stay while I don’t move on
The thoughts that I just can’t push away
Why am I reliving the past
And wishing I could go back
I was able to avoid all my pain back then
And I’ve grown and I’ve changed
And so have my plans
Can I recognize myself anymore?
And I’m here for a reason
I’m trying to understand that reason
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12. |
Númenor
05:30
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I’m feeling like a tidal wave
Am I good enough for you?
Am I special to you?
Because miles away makes me feel like you are letting go
But these characters in my mind make me think you’re by yourself
And we are lost in a sea that will drown our hopes
I’m falling
I’m sinking
I’m drowning and gasping for air
And we hope that our dreams can get us out of this sea
I have nothing to offer
And I’ll never make it in this big wide open space
Because there’s so many voices and it’s very hard to hear
I just want to shout into the night, screaming truths
And you can offer me your hands and brushes
Paint the worlds that won’t come crashing down because there are no words
And we are lost in a sea that will drown our hopes
I’m falling
I’m sinking
I’m drowning and gasping for air
And we hope that our dreams can get us out of this sea
Who knows all? Who knows best?
Who knows where we’ll end up after all of this?
We just want to choose love to break our hearts
To break the bonds of all our dreams
I’m falling
I’m sinking
I’m drowning and gasping for air
And the only one that can save us is the one who truly knows us
The only one that can save us is the one who understands our feelings
And can help us let them go
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13. |
Longing For Spring
07:47
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It’s days like today that make me ache for spring
Pushing 60 with the smell of rain
Middle of February but feels like early May
I hear the tide roll on the beach
With a breeze just cool enough to make me flinch
And wish I had brought my better sweatshirt
When I stand in its presence, I feel like there are no troubles
Just excitement and the wind in my hair
Knowing things are going to be better around the bend
I can feel the weather start to break
There’s a longing I feel in the weather
There’s a longing I feel in myself
How things don’t always seem to fit
How I always seem to fall apart
But even with how dark and cold things get in the winter
There’s a longing that I feel for the springtime
There’s always something getting in the way
Forcing me to keeping going and not slow down
To smell the air change around me
No, I gotta keep going and going on
I’ve got to get to that next deadline
What happens in the in-between’s
Where I don’t feel the weather speak to me
There’s a longing I feel in the weather
There’s a longing I feel in myself
How things don’t always seem to fit
How I always seem to fall apart
But even with how dark and cold things get in the winter
There’s a longing that I feel for the springtime
I miss the days when spring was everything
But now I just get hints of its touch
When things are dim and hard to encounter
I lose faith in everything I am
I can’t reconcile myself internally
But spring touches me and says to me
“I’m almost there.”
There’s a longing I feel in the weather
There’s a longing I feel in myself
How things don’t always seem to fit
How I always seem to fall apart
But even with how dark and cold things get in the winter
There’s a longing that I feel for the springtime
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